Una entrada español acerca de un Fauno…

… pienso esta entrada esta solamente por jon … porque jon esta el unico amigo quien hablo español… (pero patrick tambien, mas patrick no lee mi Blog…) … asi jon, perdona mis errores del gramatica (e perdona mi no escribo acento o otres caracteres especial)

hablo acerca de un Film… un Film llamado “El laberinto del Fauno” …
pienso que tu estas no interesado… mas… este film esta mucho especial… esta un cuento… PERO un cuento por adultes…
esta por adultes porque el contiene efigies violentes e la historia esta mucho intelectual a veces. mas sin embargo esta un cuento e hablo acerca de esta cuento ahora…

El cuento arranca con una monada llamado Ofelia, ofelia ama des cuentes – ella ha mucho libres con cuentes. Ofelia e su madre andan a un local de españa – un local donde esta la guerra. la madre ha un marido nuevo – un capitan. Ofelia detesta el capitan – e el capitan esta un hombre mucho mal e alocado. dentro de la desesperation de ofelia, ella inventa un cuento por ella mismo. un cuento donde ella anda a un laberinto anciano. dentro este laberinto esta una criatura – un Fauno. El Fauno narra que ofelia esta una princesa e el padre de ofelia espera a su reino.
Ofelia debe llena tres quehaceres. despues anda a le reino de el padre de ofelia.
tres quehaceres…
primero: anda a un arbol por forra un sapo…
segundo: anda a un comedor con un criatura horrible…
tercero: … esta un misterio que no narro ahora…

No hablo de la historia mejor ahora…

resumido, este un film afin que “alice”, pero la realidad esta mucho importante dentro este film – desgraciadamente! He adorado diviso mejor criatures e imagens de la imaginacion de Ofelia…

PERO, este un film muy bien! pero el fin esta solamente “OK” – imagino un fin mejor fenomenal o sensible – pero si miro el film in inglesia, he adorado el fin… ¡vete tú, a saber!

espero que todo no esta solamente nonsense espero que tu (qualquier quien esta “tu”) mi comprende

jon, si tu esta lees… …mi dices si tu me comprendes en un email o un blogcomment… POR FAVOR!!!!

(English information about the movie: Pan’s Labyrinth)

abrazos por todo quien lee esta – pfoffie

The Train – A little story

Hi there fellow Readers, i love y’all…
… Today, it’ll be different. Because, i wanna tell you a story. A story about Simone. Simone’s a nice young woman, who’s on a traintrip, where weird stuff begins to happen…
It’s a Shortstory, which i wrote on june 2nd 2006. For the ones who are interested: You might follow the Link below.

All Power to the extremism!

Hello my Friends, i suppose it’s just jon and tal, but every other reader is always welcome to tell me he/she’s reading Please forgive me… after saving – i just realised, that i again wrote a damn long post. I just can’t shorten my thoughts. forgive me!

Today, i’ll tell you about the Extremism. People say, extremism is bad.. if you look at the extreme islam people who kill themselves to get into heaven, or look at the extreme christians… i’m just talking about catholics, protestants can’t be extremists, because they lost all the rules …but cahtolics can become extremists. As soon as they follow the pope and its (no i won’t consider the pope as a “HIM”) stupid rules. I’m talking about the forbiddance of prevention or the antigay behaviour (and no, i don’t despise christians just because i’m gay – i’m outta that age) … But the worst thing is – most of the fellowers of these religions aren’t extremists at all. Most people who consider themselves as christians, islamists, buddhists or jews, aren’t really connected with that belief. Even if they act Extreme. Also Nazis do their things because of things written in the bible – but they don’t have any real idea bout their religion as well.

But i have to confess – i’m an Extremist myself. I’m a non-religious Extremist! I don’t want to say antireligion – because religion and belief is extremely important – but religion and belief can’t come OUT OF BOOKS. Belief is a moving thing, belief is not as static as a book is. The Bible, The Koran or the Dharma of The Buddha.

You know, there is a big problem, people nowadays believe, they don’t have intentions anymore. they believe (if they believe), that there has once been some great people who wrote that stuff… …but what if they all were on drugs? or what if they were just crazy? people who would talk about they listen to god nowadays get locked up in psychiatry. but if you ask me, i believe, every christian should be in a psych as well. (maybe not just the christians, but you know, i just know the bible)
Christians do believe in the revelation of john – he’s was talking about 44000 people standing on the most far away and most high mountain called zion. these 44000 people got things written on their forehead, and that john-guy can read all of there. but he’s not on the top of this mountain, he’s very far away at the puddle of sins, watching a seven-headed monster with horns which have diadems on them.

let’s say, a person nowadays would come and say, he/she saw exactly THAT. What would we do? we would close that person far away, not to zion, we would close that person into a padded cell.

1. We have to get rid of that psychiatric stuff.
2. We have to get rid of believing other ones believes
3. YOU should finally create your very own belief

addition to point 3: It don’t matter if your very own belief is inspired by existing beliefs or opinions. but at least, you should think about it and pick the things for you, that feel true and real for you. and then, stop calling you a christian, a hindu, a buddhist or a jew – be just YOU.

Do you feel my opinion? My opinion is to get RID of all these sect-like religious societies and get into to ultra belief of individuality. Everyone lives in his own reality – in his own belief.

I’m an extremist myself – as i said. I want to extermine all of the “world religions” – but i want to extermine them without hurting any people – i just want YOU to wake up and realize, that there is a life without fearing the rules made by profane people ages ago.

your pfoff

Bloggyblogbreak…

To all my fellow blogreaders (= TAL) – this is the last english blog entry for some while…
why?

because i just started my german blog. and you know, i have to rewrite all the important blogentries from the english one.. (you know like “the stay if everything’s gone” or “point of view – the religious vaste of infinity”)
but as soon as the german blog is up to date, there will be new english posts as well

love you all – pfoffie

The Pflog – GermaniZed

Hiiii Folks…

how’s all you doing? Remember those people who said “oohh, if the Pflog just was in germand, i’d read it” – now i’ll test, if they’ll hold their promis…

…i created a second Pflog – a german one…

But even if you are a german speaking person, i hope you’ll stay on that one too.. it’s still the “real” blog, and it’s still the more important one. The german Pflog is going to have many blogs from here just translated – so it’s going to be kind of a copy.

but at least, i hope, the german pflog is also going to have some original stuff…

if you want to check it and maybe subscribe to it…
here’s the liiiiiink: DER PFLOG

check it out – stay tuned – stay ready!

have a nice time – your pfoffie

Magical Power – Addition…

Remember me telling you about the Power of knowledge?
Remember me telling you that everything is possible – if you just KNOW that it is?

i also told you about that you have to become the most certain entity around, so your knowledge could convince all the people surrounding you…

but i forgot a tiny detail. Destiny.

Within that vast of infinity, which i already told you about, there is one big, infinite, entity. this entity is more certain about anything, than we are. this energy knows everything, is in every piece of that infinite scale of space, is in every piece of the infinite scale of space. – no this entity is not god. this entity is the destiny.
The entity god no soul or will or judge, like a godlike entity would have. not even a personality.
This entity is a curtain of energy. everywhere, not really gettable. and i – for now – call it destiny. Destiny got a plan, a knowledge about what we do – and what we don’t. what we will and what we won’t.

By doing that last-post-magic-stuff, you’ll never convince destiny of changes. Cuz you can’t convince “just information”. Cuz that’s what it is. it’s just information – the ether? or something like the akasha chronicles? – not really. cuz it’s active information. it’s just like a program. it just interpretes the information and turns them events.

so, if you do magic, what do you do with the destiny? you’ll distort it. if you get strong enough by doing magic. you’ll always distort destiny. and somewhen, this distortion will snap back into its original state. That will cause Events. most likely not really convenient events. So.. what should we do?
Never do distort the destiny? – no… why shouldn’t we use that? these snap backs aren’t that horrible – as long, as the distortion isn’t to big.
imagine an elastic. the more you pull it, the more it hurts, if you let it snap on your skin.
got it? – i do.

another thing is, if i call it destiny… what if it is destiny, to do “magic”? – well, that might be. but believe me, you’ll know if you’re distorting destiny by your acting or if you aren’t.

have a nice lunch (or whatever you’re going to do) – pfoffie

imagination – belief – knowledge – power

hey Folks… (or hey you lonely pflogreaders…) – This is another very long post. please forgive me…

Today, i will tell you something bout reality… but before i’ll do that, i’ll just begin with my new slogan..

- imagination is nice, belief is great, but only knowledge is powerful -

whaaaaat does that mean? well, remember people saying things like “belief can move mountains”?… you do?
different question:
Remember ever SEEING belief moving mountains?… you don’t?

.. probably, that’s because we aren’t around the time of mose anymore. you know the difference between us and the people surrounding mose?
- they believed that god was leading them, they believed god was leading them through mose -

do you believe there’s anyone leading us? do you believe wonder’s do still happen in the big way like they seemed to be happen back then? (sidenote: i don’t really believe in that story about splitted water and firetornados, but still, what if it really happened?)

How do we call that nowadays? if many people believe the same thing and they start to see and feel things, other people don’t?
… mass hysteria?

who invented the hysteria or the mass hysteria? i mean, who invented the believe, that seeing different things is kind of an illness? at that point, i like to quote the girl from the second blair witch movie, which turns out to be the witch at the end…
she was talking with her husband about hysteria and she told him, that there is no sense about that word because, consciousness creates reality.

consciousness creates reality – that’s exactly what i’m talking about.

“if i believe, i can fly” – is that true? No, not anymore. And i’ll tell you why.

… yeah, now i’m coming to that part, where i tell you about reality.
Unlike most people i know, i have a different sight of reailty (have you seen the movie What The Bleep do we know? – check it out)

My opinion about reality is not just slightly inspired by that movie, but still i got my own version of it. because within the movie, there are some particular things, that don’t really fit together, to create a whole logic. but well, check it by yourself. i’ll just tell you my opinion now..

What’s Reality?
well, it’s easier than you think.
Reality is just the sum of the things, people imagine-believe-know.
If you imagine, at some place could be a church, there might be one, if you are the first and only person arriving there.
But if you are on the way to that place, meeting someone, who believes, that there will be a fountain, there certainly will be a fountain. because belief is stronger than imagination. you’ll be convinced very easy.
BUT, and that’s the point, what happens, if you meet someone, telling you, that he knows, that there is nothing, neither a fountain nor a church? There will be nothing, because HE knows.

so, i’d like to repeat myself – Reality is the sum of imagination, belief and knowledge. and knowledge always wins.

i was talking about a place where no-one has been yet. what about the other stuff? You know the paradox question, about what is inside a closed box, if nobody knows what’s inside? Some people say, the moment you open the box, it just contains EVERYTHING that’s possible, and when the first glimpse is done, it just materialises that thing, what’s most “realistic” – and most realistic is that, what most people expect or know.

Why am i telling you about that? Because of MAGIC!… Yeah – because of the Power, knowledge contains. Do you know any witches or wizards? Well, if you read my blog, you know i do. So, a rule, many witches and wizards do follow is, that they never tell, that they did magic, until the result has been arriving.

why? – because the belief of the other people would disturb the subtle magical energy.

and that’s true. Because, as soon as you got the result – you KNOW it worked. But if you tell people that you were doing magic, and they don’t believe in that kind of things, they will KNOW, that it won’t work. so they beat you. because you are one person against many – and you are probably still at the state of believe.

So what can we do? Be stronger than the others!
We must overconvince ourselves that we are able to do things, that we are able to get things – we must just KNOW about that. and we must know it that much, that we could explain it to other people. You know why we must be able to explain it? Because, explanation not just convinces the others, it also convinces ourselves.

do you -know- what i mean?

… another example – you know murphy’s law?
You’re at some presentation and it just don’t work? – why? .. it worked all days before and everywhere. why don’t it work now?

Easy answer – you believe, something could happen – and your visitors expect something to go wrong. That all ends up in a reality, where everything goes wrong.

I always got problems with getting the curve to the end of my blogentries. that’s a reason why they always turn out so .. long.. GOSH!

Well… i guess, summed up, i kinda want to tell you, that, as soon as you know your able. you’ll be able. and that won’t matter, what kind of ability you want to have. You just have to be convinced.

- i know, that’s the hardest part. it sounds easy, but it’s not.

Unfortunatly, i just rerealised yesterday, that i’m not really able to convince myself is some abilities. we were iceskating (i -know- i can’t iceskate), well i wasn’t able to do it. and i couldn’t convince myself, that i’m able to do it.

So, i won’t practice iceskating now – i will practice convincing myself. because, that’s all it needs.

… at least, i BELIEVE so…

whatever i’ll end by saying – if you KNOW, you can fly. (don’t jump off the window or somewhat, because if you can fly, you neither need to jump nor you need a high place to start from)

your pfoffieeee

The Point of View – Religious vast of infinity…

I just read some blog about how hubble killed god – and it made me talk with a friend about the smallness of our beings. he thinks, being that small is REALLY depressing…

… but the smallness made me think of something else too…

(wedda blogspired me)

… what about cats…? i mean, they’re even smaller…
… what about ants…? i mean, they’re even smaller…
… what about Atomes…? i mean, they’re even smaller…
… what about Neutrones, Protons and Electrons…? i mean, they ARE even smaller…
and probably neither last nor least… what about Quarks…? they say, quarks are the smallest…

imagine, if a finger would only contain 10′000 Atoms (and believe me, it contains tons more) and if it was only Hydrogen, containing one Proton, one Neutron and one Electron. that would make 30′000 Entities… but they also contain about 3 Quarks each… so we would have 90′000 – in one finger (and as i said, that’s just a very low example) – it would make 900′000 Entities within both hands…

Do they think, “gosh we are so small”? how long do they live? do they know about the other small entities? do they know, they’re part of a human finger? do they even know, what a “finger” is? do they care?

i think so. i believe (and that’s the religious part oooohaha) everyThing has got its kind of conversation, its kind of consciousness – and i believe that universe is an infinite wheel of reproduction…
proves? i have none…
i only have thoughts and intentions…

it seems, there are illnesses all around. Our planet – probably a thinking and conscious organism – got a creepy illness.. .. it’s called Mankind..
This illness (mankind) sprawls its excrescences all around the globe and slowly destroys it.. some of these “human bacteria” do know, they’re destorying theyr own home sooner or later. but the majority goes on growing. it’s like planet-psoriasis … but unfortunatly a very evil psoriasis… earth went to an interstellar doctor (maybe god? haha) and he/she gave earth some kind of medicaments.. they’re called war.. poverty.. catastrophe… – but like a chemical therapy on a human being, that medicine kind of fights haphazardly everything that looks like a threat…

whatever… let’s zoom down to that evil cancer called “mankind”…

let’s zoom to one specific person – let’s call him John Doe – John just came from the doctor, he got a very bad and sad message – John’s got a Cancer on his lung.. and evil one.. sooner or later, john is going to die because of that Cancer..

There’s one question i think about all the time.. Are there any Cancercells who know, that they’re doing something bad with their host? are there any Eco-Cells who handcuff theirselves to healthy human cells and try to stop the other cancercells of infectim them? (nice imagination)

And now, i’m connecting to this posts Title… The Point of view and the vast of infinity.. science believes that Quarks are the smallest things … how long will that last? how long will it take until we discover subquarks? or miniquarks or whatever? – remember that time where everything was made out of fire, water, wind or earth?
a Wise man once said, that there must be some smallest unit. another wise man said, time is relative.

I say – Distance is relative. (i’m not wise though haha)

We (or some of us) believe, that the universe is an infitely great space. but nobody ever thinks about the possibility, that there could be a second infinite – the small infinite.. that there will always be smaller pieces of the smallest pieces and even smaller pieces of the smaller pieces of the smallest pieces

and all of these levels could have their own kind of conscious. – we just can’t connect, cuz every level of consciousness is so different, that we won’t ever be able understand any of it. maybe we can understand (and affect) our nearest levels (like our planet, or the animals, or plants) – but we will never connect with the smaller pieces. we will never realise an Atom as a being, and an atom will never see a human face, it will only see tons of atoms ..

My belief is, that there are two kinds of size-infinities.

the first one is the UpInfinity. it’s the thing, that atoms are made of electrons and stuff, matter is made of atoms, planets are made of matter, sunsystems are made of planets, galaxies are made of sunsistems, universes are made of galaxies – the bigger thing than universes is made of, well, universes.

the second one is the downInfinity. and i believe you already know what it is about. so i won’t detail it now.

and we are somewhere inbetween this infinite vast of infinite sizes… if there is a between within infinity.

gosh all that infinity is kinda confusing. but is it depressing as my friend wedda said? – well i don’t think so. i think, it just wants to show us, that we should more specify on our level of conscious, than to look out to the greatness of all the infinite sourrounding us…

… there’s no use of knowing about these infinities… there really isn’t..

and to spotlight that “religious” thing again… i believe there is a god. there is one big – infinite (haha) – thing, that knows and understands it all. it repeats itself within itself because of its infinity (gosh that makes me puking haha) – and we are a very tiny part of it. everything, is a very tiny part of it. and the good thing is, there are tons of tinier parts sourrounding us…

now i’m tired and now i think: what the hell was that information for?

it’s no use… gosh i’m tired..

i hope at least some people are going to read that – WEDDA!! you must!

goood night (or good morning) – your pfoffie

A pregnant CIA Fieldagent? and.. losing one hottie for another?

honestly, i’m soooo damn happy to have the Final Season of ALIAS on DVD rite now…
… i’ve watched the first DVD now… unfortunatly it only contains 4 DVDs – where the last DVD only contains 2 Episodes… gosh they just fuckn’ had to hurry it up with the cancellation – sorry for that fuckn haha.. but i really loved that series… – which ridiculously makes me happy about gettin’ to the end of the series… but i’d just liked to have another FULL season… and not just a “oh let’s uh – STOP – END!!!” – but well, if nobody watched it, i do understand the broadcasters
You wonder why i’m happy about the Cancel of ALIAS?… you will know… a little later… first, i want to talk about, why it’s cancelled

yeah we’re heading to the great revelation, why ALIAS has been cancelled….
… because… *drums* … nobody watched it anymore.. haha not that shocked? me neither.. well we all know why shows get cancelled… because people get bored of it (let’s remember firefly.. it WAS boring [but still i like it and i LOVE the movie serenity]).. but was that fact also the end of alias? did people get bored of it?.. for sure.. some… but just some…
… my opinion (which i got proved from different sides) is, that most ALIAS watchers just got overwhelmed (gosh i love that word…) of the big and increasing stream of information. everything seemed important. and they often referred to just vaguely or even not remembered Events of past seasons. So it became a very complex and non-see-through story – not even me could follow… Ukno, i got all those five seasons on DVD and in the beginning, i searched on the older DVDs for those specific events… but with season three, four and now five, i JUST believe, what they say.. if they say, they’ve done some very important research in kambodia to find that specific rambaldi artifact – i just believe it i don’t feel any lust to prove it – anymore
but that is just reason ONE for the cancellation…
The second reason is the (also) non-see-through characters of alias… you never know who’s good and who’s not… except Sydney bristow.. she seems always on the good side (well.. not while season 3 [which was a very great one, beyond everyone else's critic, i loved it]) – but what about her father… or her mother… or Arvin sloane, or the black girl from season one (which i loved [i mean that girl]) which was changed by some – oh now i remember.. we always knew she was bad – sorry my fault..

so these were the reasons some hated and others loved ALIAS… Did that interest you? well i don’t mind haha…

Now why i’m happy that it’s cancelled now? i’m happy because of the same reason, i would be happy if lost would be cancelled – or because i was happy that taken only was a ten-episode-miniseries…
you know why? Because i like to reach the end of something – especially if it’s sourrounding some secret… you know, i’m happy if Desperate housewives or Grey’s Anatomy lasts forever, because it’s the strong characters who drive and rule it… but series like LOST or ALIAS are not Characterdriven (even if they got really great actors and special characters as well) – they are Story- and “secret”-driven. know what i mean? I’m very series-addicted (haha guess you noticed) – and that’s what i kinda don’t like… and especially if it’s – as i said – storydriven. I want to get a conclusion about the secrets of these series sooner or later – or i’ll get bored. you know, the big secret about the island of lost is still so exciting for me, that i still watch it – but what would happen within 9 Seasons with NO real and big revelation? i’d turn my head away from it and would wait until it’d be cancelled (and then i’d buy all the DVDs) – in fact, i doubt that i would turn my head away as long as DomMon’s still in it

So huh.. phew.. gosh i’m a writer goooosh.. and now i’ll finally move on to the original topic of that post.. Ms Pregnant AKA (or should i write ALIAS?) Jennifer Garner Fieldagent Sydney Bristow, does a good acting job as well for now… but there’s only one ridiculousivity (haha) – she’s soo damn pregnant … and it doesn’t really makes sense, that she’s doin’ ALL that stuff in her constitution… Sydney bristow’s doctor in one episode said: “being pregnant is not an illness…” – but still, it’s ridiculous.
for me it’s okey, i just ignore the pregnancy…
… but there’s something i can’t ignore…
.. it has to do with someone’s disappearence in the series…
.. no i don’t mean the Vaughn Michaux Vartan whatever guy (even if he’s quite cute…)…

i talk about Weiss.. gooossshh Agent weiss is going to leave (at least he seems to) – i don’t care if you intersect with my opinion, but i really think greg grunberg is a reaaallly reaaalllyyyy cute guy – haha he’s a real hottie, and i really dislike his disappearence…

but well… there’s a bright silver light on the horizon… Balthazar Getty! gosh i’d die for him (if i knew him very well, and his character was as great as his look) – yeah i melt if i see Balthazar getty… my brain was melt so much because of him, that i (even after four episodes) don’t know his characters’ name (googled… his name’s tom) – very sad, that he’d only had the chance to appear about a half season… but weeeelll i have other footage of him… (i melt since the movie “Habitat” – and i melt further on “Lost Highway”) – His look seems to grow with my taste haha… he seems to be the mirror of all my current shallow tastes from the past.. well… ten years or so? haha…

I’m feeling like a teen groupie haha… *melts*
- i’m kind of an almost grown up groupie haha…
a Grownpie – a visual addict…

who cares!

- guess i’ll put Lost highway in now…
(oh i also love patricia arquette)

yours – addictedly (in several things, as it seems ) – Pfoffie

Fun Monkey Desease? An AIDSy Post…

Hi.. this is going to be just a short comment for news about AIDS…

Current Studies about AIDS revealed, that 50% of all straight infected people, are infected by the partner in their “fix” relationship.

What does that tell us? There’s one biiig question about it:
How can it be, that people in fix relationships can get AIDS (or the HIVirus)?
There’s only one possible answer:
The People get cheated… now you think “goshy, pfoffie, we aren’t stupid.. we knew that already..” – but that’s not what i’m heading to…

i’m heading to something very different… – Gays.
Yeah! holy-growly straights always say: “aaaahh those gays… aaahh they’re all bitches.. you know.. they got their bitchylike open relationships, where they have one ‘Partner’ but they can have sex with anyone without cheating the other…”
This Study once again proves, that the real bitches are the straights, and why?
because many of US – the non-straights – dare to confess, that the human nature is not sedentary – and not just in the sexual aspect.

Live wants to move, to change… and it’s better to accept and confess it, than to pretend to be good.

btw. i appreciate everyone who likes to be in the permanent stay. I also like the permanent stay – but i know and realized that nothing’s ever gonna last forver (i already wrote bout that ey hehe)

And for all the ones who ask why i wrote “fun monkey desease” … here’s a lil’ clip of the comedy-musicians “Flight of the Conchords”

your pfoff